Nama Shivaya
Nama Shivaya
Namo Namaha!
Oh Great Lord of Perfection, enter into my consciousness, sit in the seat of my soul! Swim into the depths of my yoni, pierce my heart, and fly into the thousand golden lotus petals of my crown! You show me perfection, and all I can do is mirror that which you are! By showing me your crystalline consciousness, I am at peace with existence. You dance within my soul because my soul is a broken piece of your ocean. Together we swim through life, married by consciousness' mistress; Shakti. Take my hand, Lord Shiva, and may we dive into the depths of Lila, the play of your creation in this ever-turning wheel of birth, sustaining, death. I evolve for right now I abolish Death. In your Eyes, I am set free, for you are looking into mine, erasing all past present and future selves into pure oneness in the moment.
I sit in meditation, radiating with Your Divine splendor. You shine like the moon; gentle, blue and white, soft and mysterious. You fill me up with your love, and cool me with your blue skin. Take me Lord Shiva, until we dance the last dance, until we see the last sunset on Earth, until this cycle is complete. You keep rewarding me with Wish-fulfilling jewels; you show me that I am that. I am the splendor within the seat of your hridayam. I am that which I am. You are that. We are that. Let's unite in the stars tonight.
I sip my chamomile lemon and Tulsi tea, reminiscing on my love for you. Meditation is so sublime, I almost forget. I arrived home from yoga to yet another love note from Esteban, him expressing to me that he wants to endlessly gaze into my soul, feel this love connection, and be close to my heart. Those of course, are my wishes, too. Is this love really real? Is it just a fabricated reality between two bodies and hearts that dance together, bouncing off heat and love, or is it deeper? Is it real? I think we both want to know, to see, to feel, to taste and experience love. He called me like a shooting star in the sky, and he can still feel the impact of my dancing spirit in the sky. My essence goes beyond space and time, leaving an imprint on his heart. Well, let's see if my Maravilla can spur up such a love in the states. Costa Rica is so far away right now.
