Sunday, December 8, 2013
Thursday, November 14, 2013
The Dark Prince’s Arrival into My Heart
He
came in like a dark prince in twilight, riding into the village of my soul,
bearing an open chest of great triumph. His heart open, body full of power,
warmth in his eyes, every word that rolls off his beautiful luscious lips is
sweet nectar to my psyche. He had a conquest that day, and made his offering to
me; A boundless golden heart, a mind with limitless opportunity, him an open
book for me to contribute chapters of scripture, scribed with my body on top of
his.
I did not choose to start to read him
delicately page by page; instead I shredded the book open, tore out the pages
and did not think how to arrange them.
We had never met before he showed up
on my doorstep; we were only a FB Business connection, only words over the
phone, and now I'm curled up in his arms in my bed and we are wrestling around,
feeling the contours of one another's bodies.
He's half Italian, half Egyptian,
somehow all Jew, speaks English like an innocent enthusiastic child who has
never been tainted by the world, nor never lost his wonder for the world. And when Hebrew words are uttered, it's a gorgeous vibration coming from his soul. His
smile and eyes say the same thing; he is a pure unblemished version of his
childhood self, and if I can be blunt, perfectly cut and chiseled, skin softer
than silk... But his bodily form is just an outer reflection of his inner
light. His eyes are big almonds, a musky electric hue of brown, eyelashes
for days, and a relaxed and open demeanor.
We are two young lovers, wrapped in
each others embrace and passion, I melt underneath his kisses and words, each
utterance from his mouth a holy seduction into the core of my being.
He presents his body to me like a
gift, and I unwrap it. He’s a romantic at heart, and takes great care in
speaking to me softly, as my Prince now addresses me as his Princess.
We negotiate around the fact that I am
still on my moon, and him being Jewish, he does not mix sex and blood. We work
around the hindrance and he works me deeply and steadily with my favorite sex
toy; fucking my pussy open by my pink toy to boundless pleasure, my moon time
making my pleasure more luminescent and radiant; I feel like my orgasm is a
shooting magical glitter burst of love inside of my body, moving me beyond time
and space. I am completely satisfied, which still leaves us to his magical
Sword, which is a perfect work of art unto of itself. His skin is liquid honey
and I love putting his beautiful hard and full cock in my mouth, teasing the
rim. He gets my wet toungue and mouth artfully, I give as an act of Devotional
Love; bowing to his cock to his pleasure, to His Heart.
I relish in it for quite some time until I
work him up to a full explosion, his come like a Geyser in Yellowstone,
shooting a celebration of pleasure from his perfect body. That magical
unexplainable shimmer is his come, and I lick it up like a Vixen kitten licking
up milk from my bowl; a humble reward, a pleasure I rarely enjoy so much. I lay
my head on his belly and we bask in the glow of our new love; a language both
him and I are fluent in, but we do not speak with words, but with explosions of
passion inside our bodies.
We sleep close to one another, his
embrace so delicate and safe, something again so rare to find. We awake to more
rough crazy passion, this time him finding himself inside of my ass; going in
so slow into my most delicate place SOOOOO slowly, until it is all the way in
and I relax around it. Then he can go to town, screaming Hebrew obscenities,
pounding me like he’s an Olympian fucker, me taking it in so sweetly,
completely out of breath from pleasure I can’t even speak.
He obliterates me in the best way,
Creating so much contraction inside of me, I am a puddle of liquid love.
We reconvene in my bed after breakfast
for round two; completely eating each other as if our bodies were the feast;
the most passionate kisses, uniting in our embrace. My entire self opens to his
passionate glory. He fucks me into God.
And we say good-bye like new lovers
do; kissing over and over again, not letting each other go, each kiss draws us
in slowly, and it takes him another hour to just get out the door.
*****
We still hadn’t made LOVE though, he still hadn’t been inside of
my humble pussy, as he likes to call her. We wait a couple of days until he can
come over next; he teaches me naughty Hebrew to practice so when he comes back
he can be aroused by my words;
“Tizzayanoti ashrav”
“Tizzayanoti bavakasha”
Words that invite him into my body, “will you fuck me?” a loose
translation and whenever I want to get him hard I just say those words. If he’s
already inside of me and I say them and he explodes in come, again screaming at
the top of his lungs with his orgasm. Everything about him was built for love,
his soft words, his soft tongue, his immaculate cock.
We have video of all of our love-making; he just sent me the
video from our very first time of him being in my pussy; our legs intertwined,
the tender love is translated through the film. You can hear our voices
speaking to one another, and he calls me his Princess as I moan in delight from
him penetrating me.
No one has set me on utter fire like he has… a heart burning
open so wide in our love, something so tender and sweet.
He leaves me with the words, “I fuck you better than when I
fucked my wife.”
Saturday, August 17, 2013
A Burning Flame of Endless Devotion... Esteban Continued After 18 months Apart.
Mexico
Thursday
I exit the airplane and go
through a hot, sweaty, and slow customs line at the airport in Cancun. All I
can think about is that my love is on the other side of the gate waiting for
me, probably for hours. That is Esteban’s style; he would do anything for his
woman and he would never be late.
Finally I get through all of
prerequisites of entering another country and go outside with my two large pink
suitcases and a stuffed backpack to find my Costa Rican boyfriend whom I
haven’t seen in 18 months, waiting for me with a smiling face. We hug, but do
not kiss. I found that odd, but I’m rolling with the energy that is present
between us after so much time apart. The last time we said good-bye to each
other was in Costa Rica in September of 2011, with tears in our eyes and a bond
in our hearts.
He makes fun of me as to why
I have so many “packets” as he told me only to bring one. Somehow packing I
knew I didn‘t need all of these clothes, but I haven’t learned how to make
decisions on what not to bring yet when I’m traveling, so I take everything
with me.
We wait outside of the Cancun
airport together and decide whether or not to head to the festival, which is
another three hours of travel and we don’t have a room to stay in once we
arrive there. So we opt to take a bus into Cancun proper and stay in a hotel
there. We check into a mid grade hotel, which is scarcely dressed with shitty
walls, shitty beds and barely any hot water for a shower. Last time we met up
in Costa Rica we had uncontrollable chemistry for each other, and almost
devoured each other once we were alone. The chemistry seemed to have left us,
and we tried to have sex anyways, perhaps out of obligation for one another. It
felt dry and empty. We are grinding
against each other and the only heat we feel from one another is from the
friction. He doesn’t come, as he holds in his orgasmic energy with me for as
long as possible. We burst through some energy with one another, as we feel
relaxed and blissful, but somehow I am not feeling the love from the heart
between us. I’m worried about what this means for us, if our love is over, if I
need to separate from him and travel alone. WE both have planes that leave from
Cancun on January 5th, so that gives us 17 more days together
feeling this way? I don’t know what to do but to pray for a solution between
us.
Saturday
Esteban sets up the tent and
makes a nice spot for me to sleep. He always treats me well despite what is
going on around us.
We go out and dance at the big
festival that was going on in Chichen Itza for the “World’s End”, also called
Synthesis on Saturday night together, and ingest some magic chocolates from my
friend. They hit us strong and deep and act as a truth serum between us. After
an hour or two, I become distant, knowing that I can no longer make love to
this man and maybe I have to depart Mexico early because I don’t think I can
travel with him when my heart is no longer invested in him. He pulls me aside,
“Can I talk to you?”
“Yes”, I reply, feeling as
though I am in trouble now.
He tells me how he is
feeling, that he can sense my distance, that I am cold towards him, that he
feels stupid sometimes when he speaks with me because our conversations are
boring because of the language barriers. We can’t always express complex ideas,
and are somewhat limited in what we say to one another. But one thing I’ve
always appreciated about our connection is what he says without words. He shows
his love and devotion through his endless service to his Queen. He would do
anything to please me, even disappear from my existence if that’s what pleases
me.
We talk for a long time and
he gets a chance to express his feelings. He thinks there is something he can
“do” to repair my feelings for him. But a feeling is a feeling and you have it
because you have it, it cannot be manufactured I explain to him. I tell him I’m
not in love with him anymore, that the chemistry is gone, that my heart is
confused (see previous stories) and that I am still processing a break-up. In
this moment I am breaking his heart and he doesn’t understand where my words
are coming from, or how to repair our bond. For now it is broken. We separate
ways for the rest of the night, I leave him shivering in the cold with my blanket,
stunned and confused and high.
I go on with my night,
feeling nothing, and puzzled why I can’t feel when my last partnership made me
feel so much. This numbness does not make sense to me.
Esteban finds me in the party
at sunrise and we take a taxi back to our hotel. Instead of pushing me away, he
pulls me closer to his heart. He finds me a nice bed instead of making me camp
on the ground with him. He tucks me into a massage table, makes my bed for me,
tucks me in and brings me water and hot tea. This is the man I fell in love
with; so attentive, so giving, so loving. I fall asleep warm and content,
peaceful and with a chord attached to his heart. He won me over with his
endless service and maybe this is how he is going to win me back.
I party all the next night
without him, exploring my options, playing the field. I meet another tall,
built man by the name of Lincoln who takes me under his wing for the evening.
At first glance I am unimpressed by his advances, as he is silly and awkward at
first. But genuine presence goes a long way with me and we play throughout the
night, eventually cuddling up together in the peaceful campgrounds of the
Synthesis festival, on the Earth in his tiny tent barely large enough to fit
his body, and we sink into the rhythms of the earth together. I express to him
that I don’t want to be sexual, as my body was in a deep meditation and was
taking so much pleasure in complete stillness. Then our Shakti began to merge
as he put his hand on my heart and pushed his energy into me. We began a
beautiful spiral dance….this is how to open me; first energetically, then I am
more bound to open with you physically.
Hours pass by in our snuggle,
and I begin to like this new bond. Eventually we make our way back into town
together, and I find Esteban sitting peacefully in front of the hotel in a
white tea shirt, which accentuates his gorgeous dark skin and mysterious eyes,
and he’s listening to his headphones. His eyes surrender to mine, they are
slightly sad and empty, and I try to cheer him up with my love. I sit on top of
him and I don’t move until we have resolution. He tells me that in order to
make me happy that he should leave tomorrow. He would sacrifice anything for my
happiness, and the thought of him leaving so soon, of our partnership ending
now, maybe forever, put tears in my eyes. Perhaps he understood my woes. After
a few moments of crying and hugging, we walk back to our tent. Each step we
take I start to cry more, my emotions intensify, and I yearn for his heart to
open mine. Perhaps this is when I finally broke back open to him. He climbs in
the tent, and his eyes invite me inside, and I dive in on top of him. We cannot
hold each other close enough, rolling around in our tears, our love, our
passion. Something happens, and our emotion overcomes us and our bodies begin
to intertwine and fill with love again. He kisses me, with passion this time,
with full presence, like it really mattered, and his cock began to fill with
blood and press against my flesh. His mouth finds my tender and yearning
nipples and bites and licks them like a fresh strawberry. I want him. And he
wants me, but our bodies are so dirty from partying all night. I want him in
the shower, like how we used to do in Costa Rica together. We always had the
most passionate sex in the shower together. I tell him to come wash my sinful
skin with his heavenly hands, like he did on the first day we met, after our
first swim in the ocean together. He follows me to the camp showers, we close
the door, and he just watches me for a while with his throbbing cock. I invite
him in closer and he presses firmly into me. After playing around at the
thought of entering me, he charges through, and fills me with his invisible
nectar. The feeling is unexplainable. It’s difficult to remember how certain
lovers feel. And him and I have a certain fire, a certain burning, yet dripping
flame for one another when we make love. He gives is to me long and hard, deep
and strong, I’m silently screaming, my face pushed against the tile of the
shower, for I cannot let out a real scream for the entire camping area to hear.
He brings himself to the edge several times, and holds it in every time, sealing his nectar for the
next round of lovemaking.
Our love has been restored,
he was able to find that sweet tender place in his heart where his desire is to
endlessly serve me. This sweetness and self-sacrifice warmed me so that I
opened back into him, and let his throbbing heat penetrate me to the core of my
desire. For now we are lovers, back in paradise, in the warm winds of Mexico!
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
My Persian Slave Boy Love Affair, Continued....
April 26th, 2013
More and more days go by, and
on the 6th night of my Slave Boy having no release, he sleeps next to me, locked, in
my bed…I was thinking that I would let him get off that night, but instead he
just pleasured my pussy with his mouth, giving me a Euphoric writhing release.
There’s something special about him, his dark skin, innocent yet deep eyes, and
mischievous smile that kills me every time. He glows in his adoration of me
and is genuine in his service. Nothing pleases me more, and nothing is more
repulsive than a completely selfish submissive. I have found the right one for
me; a relationship that is easy, flows, and most importantly a Slave I am
attracted to and can please my desires. I adore him, his humor, his deep voice,
his Iranian Coyote accent, the way he goes out to his car and comes back into my apartment in
a new suit, glowing always in his eyes just to see me.
I tell him my fantasy that
night before going to bed; that if I’m going to take his orgasm, for the first time since he's been locked in chastity, then I am
going to have it by riding his cock. This was a huge step for me, in admitting that I WANTED him; all of him. He lays limp beside me, his feelings of submission so intense that his body is no longer his own; he is locked in a constant state of desire, a desire so piercing, that the slightest touch from me sets a fire inside of him.
We awaken in the morning, his cock bulging out of his chastity device, his voice begging me to unlock him. I enjoy taking the cage off slowly, as to torment him more, and creating a sweet release once it's off. I torture him, slap his hard cock, and spit on it, his mouth; his dark eyes roll back in his head; he is completely mine. His tongue finds my yearning pussy, and pleasures me for quite some time, I am a puddle of water, dripping for his cock. It is time for me to merge with my Slave, to take him, my prey, completely for my pleasure. This is always how I do it from then on out. Just to ad an extra element of submission I cuff him to the bed, so that when he feels the natural urge to turn me over and be on top he can't; he must stay on the bottom.
The feeling of him is something I will never forget; his cock the perfect size of fullness, but not too hard as to be like ice; he is a warm fire inside of me, and I have mini explosions before an entire volcano of energy explodes from the depths of my being. He makes me cum harder than I ever have before, a dripping wet explosion, my body can hardly contain the pleasure.
We lay in bed for hours that day, him sprawled across my bed, one armed tied down in restraint, his body an empty vessel of clay. My Coyote lays his head down to rest; I have extended the erotic build up for 6 days, and he finally gets his release. We are happy and complete for now; like two young lovers without a care in the world.
SUNDAY APRIL 28th
I’m working across town in
Hollywood at my friend’s studio apartment. But I hate time away from my
slave boy, who’s face lights up whenever he sees me, who tells me he worships
the ground that I step on, who would rather lick the bottoms of my feet than have
an orgasm (another bluff I’ve called) but who will undeniably melt once he’s in
my presence.
His life is falling apart; his Porche Cayenne barely driveable and he has to borrow his friend’s car to drive
across town to see me. It's only been two days since he hasn't had an orgasm, but he is already weak and begging at my feet to come. I’m needing a serious work break, so I invite him into my presence. After coming inside
and resting his head on my lap like a small pup I pet him, and as I sit in a chair
overlooking the Hollywood hills on this perfect Spring evening, he kisses me,
his body pressed up against mine, and the rush overflows my body; a kinetic
connection, my heart open wide; I am in Euphoria. I moan, vibrate, drunk on his
admiration and devotion. I want him, and I want him now.
Like two giddy lovers, I take
his hand and lead him to the parking lot to his friend’s new mercededes with
beige leather seats which still have that new car smell. Slave boy, still in
Chastity to me, locked up for two days is yearning to get out. The only way I
can have satisfaction from his cock is to release him. But I would never let
him out without teasing him first.
Whining, moaning, he opens his
mouth and starts talking, making offers he can’t keep.
“Oh Mistress if you gave me
the choice to give you an Orgasm, or have one, which one do you think I would
choose.?”
“I don’t know darling, why
don’t you choose…have an orgasm or give me one.”
“Oh Mistress, I would do
anything for you, I would trade my Orgasm for yours…Maybe you’ll keep me locked
up in this thing for 6 months!” Lengthening his time in Chastity keeps this
Slave Boy very excited. I don’t think I would want to deal with his absolute
inability to function if I kept him in chastity for 6 months. He would become a
crying infant. I still adore his personality and must restore it every once in
a while. Perhaps I’m too compassionate of a Domme.
I allow him to play this game
of pleasing me, and slowly I unlock him. By the time I pull the casing off his
dick, he is fully erect, bulging out of it. I tease him some more with my hand
lightly caressing his smooth and glorious member, and he trembles, shakes and
begs to lick my pussy. I’m getting so hot, and enjoy the tease as well. He
climbs over the seat and squeezes into what small space he has in front of my lap. I enjoy the awkwardness
is on his part, and he must once again sacrifice his comfort for my pleasure.
We kiss like lovers, our saliva spiraling around our tongues, I want to suck
him into my being entirely; isn’t that when love making is the best; when you
want to inhale your lover?
Slave Boy proceeds to please
me with his tongue, making my pussy so juicy, red, and enlarged, I feel all my
blood rushing to my sweet spot. Nothing is better in my mind then when the very
landscape, the canvas of your art morphs before your very eyes; my pussy, his
object of adoration becomes of masterpiece composition of pulsating pleasure, an orgiastic Van Gough inside of me. My every fiber responds to every nuance of his desperate tongue pleasing me
while I call him my little bitch. I have
to enjoy a little humiliation every once in awhile.
Now I need his cock; he’s not
completely well-trained yet, still driven by his desire, and I must break him
in more for he tries to stick his dick in me too soon. I proceed to make him
back off and tease me with the tip; just gliding around my wet juices, surfing
the surface, not able to dive in. I almost come over and over again but I don’t
I want to build it, up, make my pussy literally pull him inside of me.
I indulge in our little
fantasy of him just being there for my pleasure; he rides me, our bodies
swirling together, melding into one, until…. That pinnacle moment when I
absolutely explode from all of his pent up frustration channeled into me; so
much more potent than a “regular” interaction. I do not allow him the same
luxury of sweet release.
We finish our love dance, and
remininsce in the car for 30 more minutes, just talking, being silly, holding
hands, cuddling as much as we can in a car. He has to go, even though he wants
to sleep next to me, on the floor even, anything to be close to me.
“Mistress, would you please
leave your shoes outside your door so that I can worship them?”
I’m delighted by the fact of
him sneaking by the apartment door and bowing down just to worship my shoes.
I comply with my slave’s
request and I tell him not to touch his cock. I’m leaving him unlocked for the
night, and want to test his ability of self control.
I fall asleep in my friend's bed, and apparently Coyote slept in the parking lot in his friend's car.
“Good morning Mistress…. I
love watching you scream in pleasure….hope you’re having a lovely day…
Ok fair enough but here comes
the confession from my weak Slave boy.
“BTW u left the lock shut but
You have the key my Goddess that means I can not be locked up, n also I used
the chance You gave me, worshipping your sandals with Your beautiful footprint
perfectly formed on it….it was risky but I wanted it…. I hope my Mistress is
not disappointed that I came w/o Your permission or presence although Your sandals were there
to witness….Muahhhh!”
He
came
on
my
shoes.
I've actually never met a person that was so turned on by the dirty imprint of my feet on the bottom of my shoes. But today is the day a man found my filthy shoes so erotic, he came to the thought of my feet.
“Did you notice last night
how frantically n excited I was bowing in the middle of the hallway facing your
shoes, cock in hand and inhaling the oh so arousing smell of your perfect feet
left on the sexy sandals hoping nobody sees me while trying to reach the so
wanted orgasm ASAP yet wishing you’d open the door to tell me how to do it or
make it stop….”
At first I had feelings of upset that my Coyote misbehaved and touched his cock without permission by me. And there's another part of me that finds his nature endearing. I'm sure I yelled at him for it, but the other part of me is completely turned on by the fact that his cum couldn't help but come out to the thought of my sandals.
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